The Cleanse, Day 4
Okay! I woke up this morning feeling much lighter, less bloated and sluggish. I am starting to recognize my body again. And this underlying sense of calm is still with me. I think I am gaining momentum!
Hmmm… I branched out today and tried my first gluten-free breadstuff. For breakfast I had a Glutino bagel and Tofutti cream cheese and a sliced mango. The bagel was surprisingly good, although the texture was closer to a scone than a bagel. The cream cheese tasted sort of bland alone, but on the bagel it was good. I could definitely eat this for breakfast. What a relief, as I spent $7 for a bag of bagels at Meijer!
My overall energy level is really good. It feels consistent, and I am not noticing ups and downs. I feel full most of the time as well. Even after teaching Mamma Mia Nia tonight, I wasn’t very hungry, so I snacked on trail mix for dinner.
I have had a realization about my eating since starting the Cleanse. I see a pattern in which when I am stressed, I eat to calm myself down. I am learning that I have a preference for lots of space in my life, and when that space balance is upset, I turn to food (and feel impatient with my husband). I have spent the past month trying to re-gain balance from over-committing myself, and I am just now reaping the benefits by feeling less anxious and agitated. The underlying sense of calm is strenthening….

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